Well friday night what an expierence. This girl and me defined the word benifits haha

Looking forward to graduating. So i can start college haha

Im not looking forward to ending my highschool career. There is so many things I have not done yet and I am scared to live on my own. I am thankful that there is facebook, i can see all my friends as we all get older. I just hope to god that i see them again they have been my family for the last 13 years. I won't see them until 5 years later. I hope that no one has changed and hopefully all the stuck up people have grown up. I will be married in 5 years and have kids i am looking forward to that. College next year lots of parties..

I dont belong do i. All i ever do is complain about my life and how much it sucks. But i am happy im about to choose how my life starts and ends. Its all up to me now XD

I feel ugly. I always do. I try to change and it doesnt work. I will never be happy and i just want to be good looking. Can anyone help me? No.

I am going to miss my class. They have been my family for 13 years

I bleed yes. I cry yes. Im over you..... Nope

seeing this girl cry was killing me. i have had a crush on her for a while and someone hurt her today....

Im just tired of everyone talking shit about me. Im not gay. I choose to look this way i love being myself im free knowing you will never be a part of my life. I just want to do what i want.

I can make all your fears come to life. I can do the same with your dreams. Now try to hurt me and we will see who bleeds first.

Oh imagine that I ask to go somewhere and I cant. I have been asking for a week to go somewhere tonight and my mother tells me no. This is my life except she controls the strings and I will never be allowed to do anything but be there slave and I just want to leave forever.

Hell of a day. My mom was confronted with her worst fear. She might actually have to help me out with college. But i decided to go to LLCC to save money and to start somewhere close to home and im near a good friend of mine anyway. Hoping to go skating with her tomorrow, ill get the hang of it someday but for now ill just keep practicing with this female and flirt a little bit. ((@)(>---- for u savannah

Just because u hit me does not mean you are allowed to treat me like shit. I hate the way he makes me feel like im not good enough or something. I just wanna be free from my history and embrace my future

There is this girl. I may not know her but she makes me laugh and i want to know her so maybe different things could happen in our friendship. It could maybe be more than friends. Ill just have faith.

I once told my friend how i rate girls and this is not a lie.
its the color of there hair!
blonde- ur pretty
brown- your ok
black- disgusting
red- gorgeous!

My mother is leaving me alone. She is cutting me off and making me survive

"Some men choose to follow women, and some men choose to follow there dreams. If you're wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn't love you anymore."

I want to meet this girl on saturday but once again my mother makes me stay home. She needs to realize i want to move out because she is suffocating me. I just want her to stop

Well this is it. Parents hate me. I dont fit in.

Cole

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