Start college tomorrow! Scared and happy. Wish me luck =]

Yeah i cry a lot but it is the only thing that keeps me sane.. I love tears

Well the world still doesnt understand me. I dont understand me. I was wired a different way. Im a new breed.....

U call me stupid and u say im greedy and stuck up. Well..... How about you fuck off. I hate you and i hope when i die from this that u say sorry and i wont listen. I hope u perish in hell for this. But i know god will save u but it still hurts and u can still fuck off

Hate my life. My parents think im gay. They will never understand that im just different i have never liked a man and never will. Im tired of everyones bull shit i just want to live on my own. They all smile and laugh together. Then they see me.... Maybe ill become famous or good looking and have money. Then it will all change but i will always remember how they treated me. How i cryed a lot before i went to sleep. I just wanted to be wanted by someone.. I will just get used to being alone.

Its been awhile.... A lot of things have changed like my lifeee

Well friday night what an expierence. This girl and me defined the word benifits haha